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Post by confused ‹3 on Nov 16, 2015 22:00:42 GMT -5
I dont know why but when i was 0-9 my eyes were all blue but when i turned 10 my eyes developed black rings aroung them. when i was 11 my eyes became grey. when i was 12i started feeling tired in the day and awake at night. and now that im 13, when i get hungry the black circles around my eyes become thicker. Every time i eat i feel like its missing something, no matter what i eat. Every time i get a cut ::lets say on my finger:: i started sucking on it to stop making it bleed and it tastes SOO good. If i drink some of my own blood it makes me very hungry. like i havent aten anythingmin days. lol so weird ‹3
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Post by jpvanir on Feb 28, 2016 20:10:03 GMT -5
I actually read about real Vampyres in October of 2000 and learned as much as I could before realizing I was one. I was Goth for several many before realizing I was a Vampyre and I continually learned as much as I could about it before realizing I really was one. I actually first read the book "Vampyre Almanac 2000" I found in a goth music store; I no longer support there views but had to learn somehow no matter how off his beliefs now are now. My beginning is extremely different than I am now since I evolved in my Vampyrism as I continually learn about Vampyrism.
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Post by Ashley on Aug 19, 2016 2:09:28 GMT -5
I believe i might be one because i started having signs at the age of five. I see the future in my dreams plus i can see and hear people who passed away. I have strong urges of drinking blood and sexual feelings. But i do control these urges by suppling me with other people feelings. I just scared to tell anyone in my family because they wont believe me or just think im nuts . i wish i had someone to talk to in real life.
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Post by Harushiroko on Sept 25, 2016 1:18:07 GMT -5
Well i didn't believe in vampires but i really needed blood from the time of my birth.My friends always called me "vampire" but i didn't really care.When i was 10 my dad left us too.Mom did rare steaks a lot of time anx when i was 12 i was surfing on the net and made a vampire test well it wasn't really a test there were just questions what are fit me perfectly and i could say yes to almost all of them and that was the time i found that Vampirewebsite site and started to believe in vampires.And i was the best student in class and i can run really fast so i didn't know what to do cus i got blood almost every day so i asked someone who was really into these creatures and he said i am a vampire from birth.Well my parents and my siblings were the same and thats how i found it out.
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Post by abishai100 on Sept 21, 2017 15:37:17 GMT -5
I was at Harvard Summer School when I noticed my teeth were unusually vampire-like when I was staring at myself in the mirror while combing my hair after a shower. I was very conscious of my intellectual disposition since I was eager to be admitted into an Ivy League school, so I thought my mental stress was causing a delusion, but the more I thought about it, the more I...liked the idea of being a vampire!
Now that I'm a Catholic and comic book writer, I still feel very close (spiritually even) with my sense of vampirism wonder and my vampirism moods (which come and go).
I'm a big fan now of the comic book vampire Alucard. I have no doubts that vampirism is important to me...
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Post by jana on May 1, 2018 0:25:38 GMT -5
When I stopped running from it. When I admitted and embraced it. When I tried to not be it. When I chose to see what I am and stopped lying to myself.
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Post by Volac on Aug 7, 2018 23:08:33 GMT -5
I suppose I’m here because I’m not sure if I’m in the midst of an awakening or not- I’m not sure if people post on here often, but if someone who has known they are a vampire for a while, if you could help me. This is a bit besides the point, but ever since I was very very young I felt a draw to the vampire “world” I don’t know where it came from- but as a young child it was there. As I grow older I have learned to trust instinct, when I feel something in my gut or something stays in my mind for time, it ends up guiding for something in the future.
In the past year(s) I suppose I’ve been seeing some “signs” Or what I think could be, they might not be of course. First off, the sun and daylight. It’s grown increasingly more irritable over the years, finding myself not even wishing to leave the house till nightfall. It makes me exhausted and I have to come in after only a bit. Yet at night I’m rejuvenated and at peace, and can focus once again.
Another thing, is the energy from other people. I’ve noticed that I just absorb it. When I’m detached from people too long I grow groggy. I love being alone so it isn’t because I’m lonely. And so I’ve found that if I leave my house and be near someone, anyone, I don’t even need to speak to them, the groggy will fade and I’ll be in my normal state. (This is also my downfall though, because I can’t be in crowds for too long, it’s like taking in TOO much and then that isn’t good on me)
Also, I had started consuming blood for the energy it has, and noticed afterwards it would have that same effect on me. It left me no longer groggy and actually feeling better and happy
Next, I’m not sure if this is exactly part of it, but as a teenager I was deeply interested in occult, (still am and still practice it) but because my family was against it I had to study In secrecy. Over time I noticed while I was working I’d know, sense, when someone would come before I’d even hear them, (giving me time to hide my notebooks) I’m not sure if that is a vampire thing or just a sensing thing.
Anyways, if anyone, at all, could tell me what they think, it would be immensely helpful
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Post by sang on Aug 10, 2018 20:17:08 GMT -5
for me, i have always been an empath, and have abnormally good hearing. even smaller stuff like my sensitivity to the sun and my nocturnal natural sleep schedule have been present all my life. i come from a family of witches and psychics, and have always had a certain knack for tarot cards and the like which may or may not be related to my vampirism. the physical symptoms started when i was around 14 years old. i started to suffer from random chronic pains, more specifically in my joints, and my mental health deteriorated. i visited doctors and psychologists, and they all didn't have any answers to what i was suffering from. then came my intense need and desire for blood. this started at 15. the constant cravings were awful, and i often couldn't stop myself from thinking about it. eventually, i tried my own blood (which i wouldn't recommend and is frowned upon in many vampire circles) out of pure desperation. i noticed that it helped ease my symptoms immediately. not only did i feel better physically, but mentally as well. of course, since it was my own blood, the comfort didn't last long. it was only very recently did i find out about sanguinarian vampires, and i've been researching since. that's when i finally knew what i was.
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Post by Orpheus on May 2, 2019 21:34:22 GMT -5
I m in my mid thirties now and experiencing a second awakening of sorts as I 've spent the last few years allowing doubt keep me from fully embracing my nature and my spiritual path. I 've been taking energy since I can remember. Right around the start of puberty this caused me to fixate on certain people, almost dominating their will and creating energetic links that I used to feed even when not in their presence. I was not aware of what I was doing, but looking back it all seems very clear. I first became consciously aware of what was truly going on in my very early 20s and it helped me to explain so many different components of my life, from constant spirit visitations, where while sleeping my heart chakra would radiate so much energy it was almost too intense, yet still pleasable, to the way in which I would feed on the energy of others and take on their spiritual beliefs for a few days. I was never one to cause drama, or suck a room dry so to speak, but without controls in place I'll unintentionally drain some to the point of headache or dizziness. As long as I am in control and conscious, I 've noticed people, even when unaware of what I m doing, find the experience pleasurable and become drawn to me. Not sure exactly why the Sun can be so hard for me, but I have noticed when fed this sensitivity diminishes.
There was a time I subscribed to the leaky chakra idea, but it never felt right to me and I now realize that is not the case, for me at least. Just wanted to also share one of my biggest mistakes, uncontrolled feeding on a co worker who was a heroin addict led me to take on this addiction over time, as I fed on him at least three days a week. I m now clean for awhile and my inner nature has reawakened itself. I 've learned a lot about how to go forward in a b beneficial way, and most importantly that awareness is key. I 'll be a vampire either way, but when unconscious too much can go wrong. I 've only met two other vampires in my life, and both meetings happened while I was still in denial. I d like to get to know a few others. Blessings
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Post by rlvteentruth:) on Jun 29, 2020 14:18:10 GMT -5
ok so here is my awakening, it was about a year ago when i first noticed that i might be a vampire, this sounds stupid but i have always been a magical person, my mum is a witch and i am a weather witch, anyway, i was always someone who loved vampire stuff when i was a kid but i also knew that it was kind of fake all the undead burning in the sunlight stuff, that doesnt really matter in this tho other than the fact that i was looking at an article on real living vampires for a research project, some of the things that they were saying in the article kinda struck me as familiar, i realised through a lot of thought and even more research that this could explain all of the little things that i always just thought was me being weird, i am really just a psychic vampire, its so simple really, at the time i was 13 and now i wear fang implants because it is the look i chose even though there is no need for them it just makes me feel slightly more secure ,anyway , i hope yall didnt mind me posting this also just to say this is a really nice community byeeee
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