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Post by Luna on Mar 28, 2012 16:22:22 GMT -5
Do you consider the awakening to begin when you first consider yourself a vampire? Does it begin before you realize it?
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Post by ladym on Mar 31, 2012 0:18:42 GMT -5
Hello Luna . . .
I would like to post a bit from a piece that I did regarding my coming to terms with my vampirism.
I was born into vampirism, yes, there was never an ‘awakening’ for me, at a time when there was still much racial tension in the US and the advent of the personal computer was still over 30 years away.
Even without an awakening, I had an uphill battle to make sure I was healthy and fed ...
I believe that there are many who have always known and have not gone through a formal awakening. Hopefully there will be others who will shed some light on how they came to be.
warm regards,
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Post by etherealia on Jun 5, 2013 15:29:40 GMT -5
I believe the awakening begins slightly before you realize what's happening. After you start feeling the effects of the awakening, one thing leads to another and you figure out what you are. A vampire.
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Post by sosnaak on Feb 9, 2014 10:52:58 GMT -5
Hey guys I'm new to the forums and I recently went through my awakening experience. One day I was feeling weak. I went into the shower and I felt something weird in my head.. I felt a little light headed, I almost blacked out so I sat down. When the light headed feeling and the blackout was older I realized I had heightened senses. My room was dark then and I could see almost as well as daytime. I have always been much faster than everyone I know, and I have also had a weakness to the sun. I get headaches easily when exposed to the sun, and I have always had a craving for blood. However, just before my awakening about one or two days before i had a taste of a plenty amount of blood, not just Iike a small cut from a fall. Then the bkackout happened. I have always been interested in vampires and now I found this website, and I know exactly what I am now.
Best regards.
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Post by sosnaak on Feb 9, 2014 10:53:11 GMT -5
Hey guys I'm new to the forums and I recently went through my awakening experience. One day I was feeling weak. I went into the shower and I felt something weird in my head.. I felt a little light headed, I almost blacked out so I sat down. When the light headed feeling and the blackout was older I realized I had heightened senses. My room was dark then and I could see almost as well as daytime. I have always been much faster than everyone I know, and I have also had a weakness to the sun. I get headaches easily when exposed to the sun, and I have always had a craving for blood. However, just before my awakening about one or two days before i had a taste of a plenty amount of blood, not just Iike a small cut from a fall. Then the bkackout happened. I have always been interested in vampires and now I found this website, and I know exactly what I am now.
Best regards.
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Post by sosnaak on Feb 11, 2014 3:47:07 GMT -5
Hey guys, Sorry for my consistent posts, but I wanted to update my story.. Now I generally have heightened senses. For example, I can hear the soft buzz of electronic devices and whenever I go close to some of them there is a slight interference. Some may stop working completely until I walk past them. The cravings for blood are getting worse and I feel the urge to drink blood. I feel weaker than usual and in the past whenever I drank blood I felt much better and more energetic. I don't know where to get a donor at the moment, however I also know that drinking your own blood is bad for you, and it makes the cravings worse. I am thinking of draining blood from another persons energy like a psi vamp. For now I am a sanguinarian and I mostly drink blood from rare steaks. Any tips from a real vamp who went through this would be great  |
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Post by alex on Dec 31, 2014 3:18:36 GMT -5
If any you think your a vampire then go to this website: realvampirewebsite.net Until then dont declare yourself a REAL VAMPIRE
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Post by Kageroshi on Aug 28, 2015 15:25:48 GMT -5
Awakening, heh think i had it long ago before i even knew, i was like, what, in second grade, until then i had been flu like ill ever since i was a toddler, my mom went to the hospital and they found nothing, they managed to keep me in control with lots of meddicine (this continued till 5'th grade when i refused to take anything and i discovered energy feeding, since then i got almost no problems, aside from the ocasional exhaustions). Anyway in second grade i became real depressed, saw no purpose in life, started to make teories about heaven and hell and why God created us if we are part of his "Great Plan" as we had no free will, and at that age i concluded that if god had a plan for me he decided if i was to be in teh end good or bad and go to hell or heaven, so i wanted to die as i belived kids go to heaven, but suicide was out of the question as suiciders go to hell, it was a paradoxal situation and i got really confused. Then one night that i have no memory off everything changed, i woke up happy,energetic and stronger overall, i became the center of attention in school and outside. I think that was my awakening but i am not sure what triggered it. As i grew up i noticed i could max my grade from from paying attention in classes with no home effort, and i became realy good at sports (and i was a gamer...so much time in front of computer.I present somewhere around 90% of this site characteristics and a few that were not mentioned, i just considered myself a special human. And "feeding" as you call it (i prefer recharging) i think i do it in crowds and from sorrounding conflicts(those 2 give the most energy, but most places hold energy good to recharge).
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Post by truthseeker on Dec 20, 2015 3:12:48 GMT -5
Do you consider the awakening to begin when you first consider yourself a vampire? Does it begin before you realize it? Well, I'm very unversed in the Vampire Community. But for me realizing what I was a process rather than an epiphany. |
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Post by truthseeker on Dec 20, 2015 3:15:34 GMT -5
If any you think your a vampire then go to this website: realvampirewebsite.net Until then dont declare yourself a REAL VAMPIRE Sir, I mean no disrespect. But there has been no scientific documentation of the vHERV virus that the website mentions. I do agree that the word vampire might not be the best way for Psychic Vampires to identify ourselves but I assure you that this is real wether I want it to be or not. |
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