Post by orpheus on May 2, 2019 22:16:54 GMT -5
Wanted to post this as a member:
There was a time I subscribed to the leaky chakra idea, but it never felt right to me and I now realize that is not the case, for me at least. Just wanted to also share one of my biggest mistakes, uncontrolled feeding on a co worker who was a heroin addict led me to take on this addiction over time, as I fed on him at least three days a week. I m now clean for awhile and my inner nature has reawakened itself. I 've learned a lot about how to go forward in a b beneficial way, and most importantly that awareness is key. I 'll be a vampire either way, but when unconscious too much can go wrong. I've only met two other vampires in my life, and both meetings happened while I was still in denial. I d like to get to know a few others. Blessings
May 2, 2019 21:34:22 GMT -5 Orpheus said:
I m in my mid thirties now and experiencing a second awakening of sorts as I 've spent the last few years allowing doubt keep me from fully embracing my nature and my spiritual path. I 've been taking energy since I can remember. Right around the start of puberty this caused me to fixate on certain people, almost dominating their will and creating energetic links that I used to feed even when not in their presence. I was not aware of what I was doing, but looking back it all seems very clear. I first became consciously aware of what was truly going on in my very early 20s and it helped me to explain so many different components of my life, from constant spirit visitations, where while sleeping my heart chakra would radiate so much energy it was almost too intense, yet still pleasable, to the way in which I would feed on the energy of others and take on their spiritual beliefs for a few days. I was never one to cause drama, or suck a room dry so to speak, but without controls in place I'll unintentionally drain some to the point of headache or dizziness. As long as I am in control and conscious, I 've noticed people, even when unaware of what I m doing, find the experience pleasurable and become drawn to me. Not sure exactly why the Sun can be so hard for me, but I have noticed when fed this sensitivity diminishes. There was a time I subscribed to the leaky chakra idea, but it never felt right to me and I now realize that is not the case, for me at least. Just wanted to also share one of my biggest mistakes, uncontrolled feeding on a co worker who was a heroin addict led me to take on this addiction over time, as I fed on him at least three days a week. I m now clean for awhile and my inner nature has reawakened itself. I 've learned a lot about how to go forward in a b beneficial way, and most importantly that awareness is key. I 'll be a vampire either way, but when unconscious too much can go wrong. I've only met two other vampires in my life, and both meetings happened while I was still in denial. I d like to get to know a few others. Blessings
