Post by zayn on Oct 28, 2020 16:45:23 GMT -5
Hello everyone, this is my awakening.
so it all started when I bit an enemy of mine at school (age 9). He was the kind of bully who would create huge fights and such on the yard and whenever he didn't win his friends would beat them up anyway. Then, one day he decided to pick me for a fight. It was quite quick and lasted all of 30 seconds. He began by saying "I kissed your mum yesterday" (average stuff). And I responded with "my moms dead you freak, I can't believe you kissed a corpse!". Everyone burst into laughter and his face went bright red with embarrassment. But, he then decided to try and punch me but I simply moved backwards and bit his arm. He cried loads, I thought he was overreacting but when I looked it was bleeding and then skin had actually been torn off as well.
why do I mention this? Because 2 weeks ago I had a dream about it. The same scene as always, nothing had changed, accept for when I went to bite him I didn't let go and I sucked him dry of blood. Ever since then I've had an obsessive urge for blood and I'm extremely confused.
so it all started when I bit an enemy of mine at school (age 9). He was the kind of bully who would create huge fights and such on the yard and whenever he didn't win his friends would beat them up anyway. Then, one day he decided to pick me for a fight. It was quite quick and lasted all of 30 seconds. He began by saying "I kissed your mum yesterday" (average stuff). And I responded with "my moms dead you freak, I can't believe you kissed a corpse!". Everyone burst into laughter and his face went bright red with embarrassment. But, he then decided to try and punch me but I simply moved backwards and bit his arm. He cried loads, I thought he was overreacting but when I looked it was bleeding and then skin had actually been torn off as well.
why do I mention this? Because 2 weeks ago I had a dream about it. The same scene as always, nothing had changed, accept for when I went to bite him I didn't let go and I sucked him dry of blood. Ever since then I've had an obsessive urge for blood and I'm extremely confused.