Post by engagedtoavampire on Oct 13, 2013 20:47:29 GMT -5
So i need some help. My fiance is vampiric and he is going through some changes that are making us both a little concerned. I'm 24 and my fiance is 22. My fiance had chosen to live his life channeling and using hatred in everything he did and not letting anyone in before me. his relationships were short and he wasn't close with his family. He is a blood drinker as well as a psi. For years he has gone between drinking blood when it was available and feeding off of negative energy and hatred.
When we met I found out he was vampiric because my best friend had a nightmare that he was a vampire and when I told him he confessed the truth. Since getting together my fiance agreed that because I have a child and I was looking for something serious he would try to supress certain aspects of his vamprisim and live more positively. He also has not had blood in quite some time due to lack of availability in our area.
Everything was going well until the last few months. He often goes into this state now that I call the "cold" state. In this frame of mind he shuts off all of his emotions completely. he feels absolutely nothing and he becomes rude and distant. Also in this state his eyes become darker and harder and his body becomes rigid. In this state he does not like to engage in conversation and cannot have sex as he is scared he will lose control and has in the past bit me very very hard. He seems to go into that state for longer periods each time and there is no clear warning when it will hit other then when he is under any sort of stress. He is now trying to meditate frequently to control this. However he feels like he is struggling with two personality types all of a sudden and is not sure which is the real him. He also says that he is feeling stronger and quicker.
My question is is all of this normal? How can he best control that side? I have a small child and I am afraid of how it will effect him if my fiance goes cold in front of him. And it upsets me greatly when he is in that state as i hate feeling that he doesn't love me. We are both scared and worried about what is happening to him. Is this the vamprism getting stronger? Is it due to lack of blood? And is it normal for him to have two different personalities? Any insight and tips would be very very helpful. Thank you in advance!
When we met I found out he was vampiric because my best friend had a nightmare that he was a vampire and when I told him he confessed the truth. Since getting together my fiance agreed that because I have a child and I was looking for something serious he would try to supress certain aspects of his vamprisim and live more positively. He also has not had blood in quite some time due to lack of availability in our area.
Everything was going well until the last few months. He often goes into this state now that I call the "cold" state. In this frame of mind he shuts off all of his emotions completely. he feels absolutely nothing and he becomes rude and distant. Also in this state his eyes become darker and harder and his body becomes rigid. In this state he does not like to engage in conversation and cannot have sex as he is scared he will lose control and has in the past bit me very very hard. He seems to go into that state for longer periods each time and there is no clear warning when it will hit other then when he is under any sort of stress. He is now trying to meditate frequently to control this. However he feels like he is struggling with two personality types all of a sudden and is not sure which is the real him. He also says that he is feeling stronger and quicker.
My question is is all of this normal? How can he best control that side? I have a small child and I am afraid of how it will effect him if my fiance goes cold in front of him. And it upsets me greatly when he is in that state as i hate feeling that he doesn't love me. We are both scared and worried about what is happening to him. Is this the vamprism getting stronger? Is it due to lack of blood? And is it normal for him to have two different personalities? Any insight and tips would be very very helpful. Thank you in advance!